Session Start: Wed Nov 03 19:54:17 199
[19:54] Session Ident: DM (~[email protected]
[19:54] <DM> R: What about Daegar?
[19:54] * Kasin shrugs
[19:54] <Kasin> I doun't know. He might want to go alon
[19:54] <Kasin> perhaps we should break for lunch ,a dn talk to hi
[19:54] <DM> R: Sounds good.
[19:54] <Kasin> I don't know if we should mention his presence at al
[19:58] <Kasin> http://www.ucc.gu.uwa.edu.au/~knight/campaign/kasin/people.html
[19:59] <Kasin> shall we have the discussion with Daegar
[19:59] <DM> Sure
[20:00] <Kasin> ok, Kasin will excuse herself and seek Daegar ou
[20:00] <DM> He won't be too hard to find. He's in his room
[20:01] <Kasin> hi there
[20:01] <DM> D: Hello. How is the meeting going, or shouldn't I ask
[20:01] <Kasin> good actually
[20:01] <Kasin> I have a few questions
[20:02] <Kasin> we are planning an expedition up north, to the giants, as you well kno
[20:02] <DM> Yes?
[20:02] <Kasin> do you want to go?
[20:02] <Kasin> the others are currently unaware of your presenc
[20:03] * DM Daegar smiles openly.
[20:03] <Kasin> occ: been playing too much system shock 2 "pressseeeence, insect
[20:03] * Kasin smiles back
[20:03] <DM> D: I'll go if you want me to. I don't see any purpose in it though. You should have it well enough covered
[20:03] * Kasin nods
[20:03] <Kasin> you don't have to
[20:04] <DM> D: I have much thinking to do
[20:04] <Kasin> do you have any preference about keeping your location or presence unknown
[20:04] <DM> D: I think it would be safer for you if it was
[20:04] <Kasin> i have assumed you wouldn't want it known, so I haven't mentioned i
[20:04] * Kasin nods
[20:04] <DM> I also think that my presence may ... stain ... your reputation
[20:05] <Kasin> i think the persons who would want you dead would probably know alread
[20:05] * Kasin nods
[20:05] <Kasin> thank you for considering that, it is uncommonly kind of yo
[20:05] <DM> D: Well, yes, but there's no point being hasty
[20:05] * Kasin nods
[20:05] <DM> D: Not at all. It's a fairly common concern ... in my business
[20:06] <Kasin> hmm, I suppose so. Not something I really conside
[20:06] * Kasin sighs
[20:06] <Kasin> you are putting me in an unenviable positio
[20:07] <Kasin> I like my world to be neat and tid
[20:07] <DM> D: It would not be fair to attempt to brush it under the rug. It is a problem between us
[20:07] * Kasin nods
[20:07] * DM Daegar smiles sadly.
[20:08] * Kasin doesn't look too happy eithe
[20:08] <DM> D: Understand this Kasin, I like you. But we both know that our Orders come first
[20:08] * Kasin nods
[20:08] * DM Daegar smiles again and shrugs
[20:09] <Kasin> yes, I like you too, but can only do so on a personal level
[20:09] <Kasin> otherwise, it's strictly busines
[20:09] <DM> D: Yes. We may be forced to try to kill each other at some point. Although I hope not
[20:09] <Kasin> I hope not too.
[20:09] <Kasin> Frankly, it depends more on you than on me
[20:10] <Kasin> My "orders" condition are fairly clea
[20:10] <DM> D: To an extent. You may decide at some point that I am irredeemable
[20:10] * DM D smiles mischievously.
[20:10] <Kasin> you are not currently irredeemabl
[20:10] <Kasin> and I doubt you will change so much as for that to chang
[20:11] <DM> D: Neither are you irredeemable
[20:11] * Kasin grins
[20:11] * DM D is serious again.
[20:12] <Kasin> I have a question, for you, and it is personal, so please feel free to tell me to go to hel
[20:12] * DM D nods cautiously.
[20:12] <Kasin> what was the relationship of the other knight we saw you with to you
[20:13] <DM> OOC DAMN! I can't remember! WAH
[20:13] <Kasin> occ: laugh
[20:13] <Kasin> occ: we was very evil
[20:13] <DM> OOC Give me info on what you remember...
[20:13] <Kasin> occ: he! I meant he!
[20:13] <DM> OOC laugh!!!!!!!!!
[20:13] <Kasin> occ: thats about it. he did most of the talkin
[20:14] <DM> The other one?
[20:14] <DM> OOC That was OOC...
[20:14] <Kasin> occ the other one did most of the talkin
[20:15] <DM> OOC nod
[20:15] <DM> D: He was my swordbrother
[20:15] * Kasin nods
[20:15] <Kasin> you seem unlike him in personalit
[20:16] <DM> D: We are generally given partners that are not like us. It helps to keep us balanced
[20:16] <Kasin> does that mean that most of your order is somewhere inbetween you and him
[20:16] * Kasin laughs
[20:16] <Kasin> rather like a marriage in some respect
[20:16] <DM> D: In a way.
[20:16] * DM D smiles wrily.
[20:17] <DM> Sophie is back! :)
[20:17] <Kasin> hmmm
[20:17] * Kasin looks thoughtful
[20:17] <Kasin> i know
[20:17] <Kasin> occ: i know
[20:17] <DM> You would. You've probably now got food
[20:17] * Kasin grins, while eating chip
[20:17] <DM> OOC .. all OOC, of course
[20:17] <Kasin> it's not a pretty sigh
[20:18] <Kasin> occ: back in IC
[20:18] * Kasin nods
[20:18] <DM> D: Why do you ask?
[20:18] <Kasin> what do you think the chances are that you would be named the next head opf you order
[20:18] * DM Daegar pauses.
[20:18] <Kasin> i am trying to dtermine if you are unusual or typical amongst yopur orde
[20:19] <Kasin> I haven't met very many of your orde
[20:19] <Kasin> two that I am aware of in fac
[20:19] <DM> D: I think it likely that I will be the next Head. And in what way unusual
[20:19] <Kasin> in the eyes of my deit
[20:19] * DM D waits.
[20:20] <Kasin> i mean if you are typical, then it says one thing about your members of your order in the eyes of my deit
[20:20] <Kasin> if you are unusual, it says anothe
[20:20] <Kasin> I guess what I'm trying to achieve is to determine the chance that we will be fighting in the futur
[20:21] * Kasin waits
[20:21] <DM> D: I think that if you keep on your current course you will most likely not be bothered by us. But that is in no way certain
[20:22] * Kasin nods
[20:22] <Kasin> I was also trying to decide if I should do anything or no
[20:22] <DM> D: Do anything?
[20:22] <Kasin> well, thank you for your tim
[20:22] * Kasin holds out her hand
[20:22] <Kasin> (to be shaken)
[20:22] * DM D nods, and shakes the hand
[20:23] <Kasin> see you at dinner
[20:23] * Kasin waves
[20:23] <DM> D: I look forward to it.
[20:23] * DM smiles softly.
[20:23] * Kasin smiles
[20:23] <Kasin> ooc: lady in red song again. how romanti
[20:24] <Kasin> occ: kasin goes back to the other
[20:26] <Kasin> D doesn't want to go, and would perfer for his presence to do known, or the sake of my reputatio
[20:27] <DM> You saw a flash of surprise in Renik's eyes
[20:27] <Kasin> we'll talk later
[20:38] * DM Renik gives Kasin's shoulder a squeeze before withdrawing his hand
[21:20] <Kasin> I'll ausm this is talking to Krell
[21:20] <Kasin> assume
[21:20] <DM> Yep
[21:21] <Kasin> I'd just like to aplogise. I don't know what came over me, and I'll try to make sure it doesn't happen again
[21:21] * DM K smiles grimly.
[21:21] <Kasin> I aplogise if I offended yo
[21:21] <DM> Don't apologise. Morn wanted it this way. I'm just not quite used to it yet
[21:22] <Kasin> neither am I. It's a lot longer for me than it is you, but I don't think I will ever quite get used to i
[21:22] <DM> (quietly) No.
[21:23] <DM> But we'd best give it a shot, eh
[21:23] * Kasin nods
[21:23] <Kasin> we have no choice reall
[21:23] <DM> K: You need every axe you can get. And this gives you a dwarf who understands you. It's for the best
[21:24] * DM K sounds like he's trying to convince himself
[21:24] * Kasin shakes her head sadly
[21:24] <Kasin> lets just give it our best shot, and muddle through as best we can ok
[21:25] * Kasin eyes are a bit red
[21:25] <DM> That's all Morn will ask of us. And it will be good enough. Always
[21:25] * Kasin nods
[21:25] * Kasin gives him a hug
[21:25] * DM K will be surprised but will eventually make an attempt at responding
[21:26] * DM K needs practice!
[21:26] * Kasin will be surprised too
[21:26] * Kasin will hold him tight for a moment, and then let go, prob before he respond
[21:27] <DM> OOC Yes, probably.
[21:27] <Kasin> occ: i think thats it
[21:27] <Kasin> occ: kasin will be even more hurt by the fact that he "wouldn't" hug her bac
[21:28] <Kasin> occ: her comment to renik later is that it's worse because she still sees hi
[21:28] <Kasin> occ: and that she is surprised to still feel this way after this many year
[21:28] <DM> OOC Renik will "understand" and try to comfort
[21:28] <DM> He'll be uncomfortable though..
[21:29] <Kasin> when she tells him what D said, does he seem uncomfortable then
[21:29] <DM> No
[21:30] <Kasin> ok, back to main scree
[21:30] <DM> Still chatting with Sophi
[21:30] <Kasin> ok
[21:30] <Kasin> want to keep talking then
[21:30] <DM> Sure.
[21:30] <DM> Hmm.. have to finish up soon
[21:31] <DM> The other computers are being turned off and tables cleaned
[21:31] <Kasin> kasin will think it's a shame that D is the way he is, but she is sure that he thinks the same to
[21:31] <Kasin> so close, yet so far
[21:31] <Kasin> otherwise he would make a valued party member :
[21:32] <DM> grin
[21:32] <DM> Just this minor "evil" thing.
[21:32] <Kasin> i take it you are at the cafe
[21:33] <Kasin> yeah, now if he was more evil, it wouldn't be a problem. he is just in the kasana range..
[21:33] <DM> Annoying, eh?
[21:33] <Kasin> very
[21:33] <Kasin> in the annoying range
[21:34] <Kasin> she will relate the info about him being (prob) the next head of the orde
[21:34] <Kasin> well, what remains of i
[21:34] <DM> Renik will be interested in that
[21:34] <Kasin> she thinks he is trying to come to some big decision about somethin
[21:34] <Kasin> prob either about us, if he should tell us, or bot
[21:34] <DM> BTW, Renik doesn't like D. He thinks that D is too smooth
[21:34] <Kasin> jealous? :)
[21:35] <DM> You asking him?
[21:35] <Kasin> yes
[21:35] <DM> He will think for a moment and then shake his head
[21:35] <DM> R: No. Just afraid that he seems too nice to be evil. At least Kasan isn't like that. I think he's an actor. A good one
[21:36] <Kasin> yeah, I've wondered about his performance as wel
[21:36] <Kasin> as I said earlier, his degree of evil seems almost deliberately pistched to be in the "I can save him" level, without being so far evil and I would kill hi
[21:37] <DM> Evil people aren't generally so nice. He's well protected though, my powers can't pick up on dishoesty most of the time
[21:37] <DM> Deliberate?
[21:37] * Kasin shrugs
[21:37] <Kasin> well, that must be my paranoia talking, but that is what it feels lik
[21:37] <DM> I wonder .... how do we know he's actually the real KoS
[21:37] <Kasin> it's just seems a bit much to be a conincidenc
[21:37] <Kasin> I don't
[21:38] <Kasin> I wonder if "they" know me that well th
[21:38] <Kasin> (musingly) perhaps they don't realise I can say that I like someone, and kill them in the next breat
[21:38] <DM> If they do, then we're in even more trouble than we think
[21:38] * Kasin nods
[21:38] <Kasin> thats what has me worrie
[21:39] <Kasin> that it seems so perfec
[21:39] <DM> R: That you can do that, or that they may know you well
[21:39] <Kasin> one part of me wants to believe, because it's so perfec
[21:39] <Kasin> a evil person to redeem, who would do very well on the side of goo
[21:40] <Kasin> but the other part of me says it's so perfect, it has to be fak
[21:40] <Kasin> do you think i'm being overly paranoid? or overly trusting
[21:40] <DM> I think we'll have to finish up (other window
[21:40] <DM> OOC bad timing, too!
[21:40] <Kasin> occ: yeah!
[21:40] <DM> With him, I don't think we can be paranoid enough
[21:40] <Kasin> I'll email it to you, so we can continu
[21:41] <DM> OK
Session Close: Wed Nov 03 21:43:39 199